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[17 Jul 2003|01:04pm]

Loved despite of Great Faults [17 Jul 2003|10:46am]
you will move
with me we will
stay still and
words will move around us.
surround us in gold
and in our world
we will be
you will swim
to me we will
be free
and words will
swim around us
surround us in schools
and in our cool
we'll be reminded.
that you refuse to fade away
I hide to stay the same
where do we go from here
I don't know.
for me you flower to be chosen
I fall down to be noticed
where do we go from here.
it was a time
a way of life
the only secrets
we talked about
were all the fears
in all these years
we spent together
and you refuse to fade away
I hide to stay the same
Where do we go from here
I don't know.

Dude. [16 Jul 2003|04:29pm]
I just saw Finding Neemo.
It is the best movie ever!

(except for The Goonies)

oh. [16 Jul 2003|11:47am]
if I see another girl in
an over-sized trucker hat (to the side and up)
with tight pants, cheap studded belt,
and huge skater shoes...
I will cry kill.

<3 Bang Bang <3

my. [15 Jul 2003|01:32pm]
I like am addicted to raptamakeout.com
I love changing my journal.
I am trying to trick alljejune into making me a custom layout. We will see, we will see.

For now, I will tell you all to join/checkout raptamakeout ...it is a very helpful community. There always seems to be someone on to answer your questions.

oh my. [15 Jul 2003|10:14am]
[ mood | awake ]

I just watched Bush's inaugural speech, and there were so many biblical references. That is really inappropriate. He basically said no separation of church and state. Scary little man. And way to piss of the terrorists...."destroy weapons of mass destruction"...oh boy.


Dudes. [15 Jul 2003|07:44am]
[ mood | tired ]

Just checking to see if this is working fine.
I might get to see G!
He is playing a show in Sacto and I am going. If you would like to come, I will tell you the information. It shall be a fabulous show. (I really have no idea what the other bands are like, I am just excited to see my friend).



I have a five page paper to write...nooo. [14 Jul 2003|10:35am]
I miss Bill Clinton. No matter what people say, I miss that guy. You can not go wrong with the same last name as the p-funk masta himself. No way.

I let out a gigantic sigh. He wrote back. I feel relieved, but it makes me nervous to leave.

no contact for seven months makes Kaila a very sad girl.
4 babies| pregnant

how much farther till I penetrate your spine? [14 Jul 2003|07:22am]
I just stepped in a piece of glass. I heard it puncture my skin. It was at the climax of a Q and not U song. OUch. Last night I found glass in my bed. I think the house is trying to kill me.

Last night, I gave away all my junk via game-show. It was great.
One question I remember..."Who does Kaila love, what is his name, what instrument does he play, and in what band?"
My mom answers, "Truly loves or has a crush on?"
I answer, "Cares a lot about for over a year".
She says, "G...bass...FV"
Later that night I ask her, "What would you have guessed if I said crush?"
She says, "G"
"and love?", I asked her...

I do not care about that boy so there!

I miss you I miss you...and you don't even know it. [13 Jul 2003|11:07am]
I love you and you haunt my dreams.

Such Great Heights
I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
in our eyes are mirror images and when
we kiss they're perfectly aligned
and I have to speculate that God himself
did make us into corresponding shapes like
puzzle pieces from the clay
true, it may seem like a stretch, but
it's thoughts like this that catch my troubled
head when you're away when I am missing you to death
when you are out there on the road for
several weeks of shows and when you scan
the radio, I hope this song will guide you home

they won't see us waving from such great
heights, "come down now," they'll say
but everything looks perfect from far away,
"come down now," but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your
machine but the persistent beat it sounded
thin upon listening
that frankly will not fly. you will hear
the shrillest highs and lowest lows with
the windows down when this is guiding you home
2 babies| pregnant

it was an accident, [11 Jul 2003|04:07pm]
but being stood up still is not fun.
2 babies| pregnant

ha. [11 Jul 2003|09:06am]
My journal is so effin' sick. Thanks alljejune for the cut&paste. Ah. I like the way things are going here. I feel so computer savvy. Oh yeah.

I think the lank called to cancel our fake-date. I just have that feeling. He is just that type. I am not sure though, he has not called back. If I do go, I get to make some music at my dad's before my mum picks me up. Fabulous.

MY JESSIE IS BACK! It is 9 am, I am in summer school with kids making fart noises with their hands, but I want to call my Jessie. I know she wont be awake for hours and days...I will call her during break. Oh, how I missed my Jesikah! WELCOME HOME...fatlouie
2 babies| pregnant

some lies, last a lifetime. err comment on me you! [10 Jul 2003|07:51am]
My fake-date is tomorrow. I am looking forward to the frostiness of it all. Oh and pie. yum.
I still look like death, the worst version of myself...maybe with my veil, no one will be able to tell. I am so tired and I have a million and one things to do today. I must remember to breathe. It is hard to remember that when you are involved in many other things. Thank goodness the body does it on its own for the most part.

Ciao, caca catzo.
2 babies| pregnant

thank you for the offer. [09 Jul 2003|07:43am]
my stomach is tied into a thousand knots. I am so nervous, anxious, excited, stressed. These emotions seem to play on each other to equal out to death for me and death for my tummy.

Upon this I am stressed about the things I have to do. I have to do my school work/essays, pack up my room, move, do college applications, move out of the country. TOO MUCH.

I need a bath, some Elliott Smith, and a cup of tea.

weeeee... [08 Jul 2003|11:01pm]
I have two potential dates!
One is a real date and the other is a top-secret, non-date date.
Excitement is brewing at the prospect of prospects and of a social life.
oh oh oh.
one friday. one on the 19th...you know who you are.

For those of you who will not get a invite (I ran out), who want to come to my going away party...it will be:

July 27th, Sunday
1 pm-5 pm
10 Haven Dr.
Petaluma, CA
potluck (no meat)
bring me mix tapes.
call for rsvp and directions: 765-1036

oh yah. I bite your face off. [08 Jul 2003|01:21pm]

made by alljejune.

[08 Jul 2003|10:50am]
Where is larose? OH how I miss that Vixen.

go to: http://www.hotornot.com/?13fae=81838 [07 Jul 2003|01:08pm]
For a first date, I recommend seeing a movie and getting ice-cream after.
A movie is great because there is a period of time when you do not have to speak and after the film, you have something to talk about. The ice-cream tops it off because even if you did not have a good time, you get something sweet for the effort. Never see a movie when the leading man is hotter than your date. Tip: see a animated movie (like Finding Neemo or Spirited Away), a(n) intellectual thriller (beware of hot man movies like Minority Report), or even a horror film (be it a cult classic...I am opposed to mind-numbing dates). The purpose of this is to avoid getting all hot-n-heavy and turning to look at your not-so-exciting-in-comparison date...that can be a big let down. So, give the boy a break and take him to a movie...get him some ice-cream...and do not set him up for failure by seeing a movie that features both Johnny Depp annnnndd Orlando Bloom. MEOW!
4 babies| pregnant

what about them apples? [07 Jul 2003|10:13am]
Vladimir Nabokov and I are involved.

na na na na na. na na na na. na na na na na. na na na na. na na na na na. na na na. na na na na na na na. na na na.

I live in a shoe the size of your face. I eat shoelaces and cotton fuzz. I live within the laces...weaving in and out. I am like a ghost under you. No matter how you walk, you can feel me dancing within your base. There is no way to escape me. I am shoe. Hear me roar.

I can not find any of the six essays that I am supposed to read today on-line. I hate on-line. I hate the fact that I can not get a book for this class. I do not want to go to any more night classes. I do not want to go to any more day classes. I have too much to do. Argh.

On a lighter note, I think that I am getting my invitations today. They will rock. We made them yesterday, and if Charlie does not flake out...they will be printed today. Yeah.

If you would like an invite and you do not think you will see me before July 27th, please comment here with your name and mailing address. Thank you for your time. Hugs: Kaila.
2 babies| pregnant

I knew doing the Irish kids would pay off. [06 Jul 2003|07:33pm]
100%..you don't need to be perfect your irish
Erin go bragh!

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