Loved despite of Great Faults

you will move
with me we will
stay still and
words will move around us.
surround us in gold
and in our world
we will be
you will swim
to me we will
be free
and words will
swim around us
surround us in schools
and in our cool
we'll be reminded.
that you refuse to fade away
I hide to stay the same
where do we go from here
I don't know.
for me you flower to be chosen
I fall down to be noticed
where do we go from here.
it was a time
a way of life
the only secrets
we talked about
were all the fears
in all these years
we spent together
and you refuse to fade away
I hide to stay the same
Where do we go from here
I don't know.


if I see another girl in
an over-sized trucker hat (to the side and up)
with tight pants, cheap studded belt,
and huge skater shoes...
I will cry kill.

<3 Bang Bang <3


I like am addicted to
I love changing my journal.
I am trying to trick alljejune into making me a custom layout. We will see, we will see.

For now, I will tell you all to join/checkout raptamakeout is a very helpful community. There always seems to be someone on to answer your questions.

oh my.

I just watched Bush's inaugural speech, and there were so many biblical references. That is really inappropriate. He basically said no separation of church and state. Scary little man. And way to piss of the terrorists...."destroy weapons of mass destruction"...oh boy.
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Just checking to see if this is working fine.
I might get to see G!
He is playing a show in Sacto and I am going. If you would like to come, I will tell you the information. It shall be a fabulous show. (I really have no idea what the other bands are like, I am just excited to see my friend).

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    the hum hum of a room full of computers

I have a five page paper to write...nooo.

I miss Bill Clinton. No matter what people say, I miss that guy. You can not go wrong with the same last name as the p-funk masta himself. No way.

I let out a gigantic sigh. He wrote back. I feel relieved, but it makes me nervous to leave.

no contact for seven months makes Kaila a very sad girl.

how much farther till I penetrate your spine?

I just stepped in a piece of glass. I heard it puncture my skin. It was at the climax of a Q and not U song. OUch. Last night I found glass in my bed. I think the house is trying to kill me.

Last night, I gave away all my junk via game-show. It was great.
One question I remember..."Who does Kaila love, what is his name, what instrument does he play, and in what band?"
My mom answers, "Truly loves or has a crush on?"
I answer, "Cares a lot about for over a year".
She says, "G...bass...FV"
Later that night I ask her, "What would you have guessed if I said crush?"
She says, "G"
"and love?", I asked her...

I do not care about that boy so there!

I miss you I miss you...and you don't even know it.

I love you and you haunt my dreams.

Such Great Heights
I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
in our eyes are mirror images and when
we kiss they're perfectly aligned
and I have to speculate that God himself
did make us into corresponding shapes like
puzzle pieces from the clay
true, it may seem like a stretch, but
it's thoughts like this that catch my troubled
head when you're away when I am missing you to death
when you are out there on the road for
several weeks of shows and when you scan
the radio, I hope this song will guide you home

they won't see us waving from such great
heights, "come down now," they'll say
but everything looks perfect from far away,
"come down now," but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your
machine but the persistent beat it sounded
thin upon listening
that frankly will not fly. you will hear
the shrillest highs and lowest lows with
the windows down when this is guiding you home