divorced (thefawn) wrote,

I'll get over you.

Did I ever tell you about the time I was talking to a random MOC boy and we had this experience. Like we had known each other and been in love in a past life? He felt surreal and I felt dizzy. It was amazing yet horribly sad.

Today I went to Baskin Robbins with my brother and the boy working there obviously liked me. We left to go get money. We came back, he was angry that we had left. He said to me, "I do not know if it is just me but it is like...love at first sight" I thought he was kidding. I was talking to the other boy that worked there and the first one was like " What is it about him that makes him more desirable than me" and he was all pouty and upset the whole time. It was so surreal. He was complimenting me...and said I was out of his league but that blah blah, basically that he fell in love with me and that I was the only person he has ever said that to. And he gave my brother money from the tip jar so we got more ice-cream. But he was mad at me for some reason and told me that he hoped my ice cream would fall on the floor. He is too old, and will be a student teacher at my school next year. That is so strange. He is a 23 year old man who looks 17 and works at Baskin Robbins. I told him we would have lunch at school. I felt bad. He made me so depressed. He said all the things I would want to hear, and that is what I want. That type of fate, like how I always saw bread wanting boy. I need that, some book romance. That is why I can not just blah blah hang out...or whatnot. I need that spark. I really feel depressed now though, I can not handle that anymore.
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