July 9th, 2003

thank you for the offer.

my stomach is tied into a thousand knots. I am so nervous, anxious, excited, stressed. These emotions seem to play on each other to equal out to death for me and death for my tummy.

Upon this I am stressed about the things I have to do. I have to do my school work/essays, pack up my room, move, do college applications, move out of the country. TOO MUCH.

I need a bath, some Elliott Smith, and a cup of tea.