February 11th, 2003

I am never going to be successful with the school system.

There are times that you have to do things, therefore if you do them later...it is no good and you have missed the window period. Now, everything is closed and you no longer are part of it all. I am now a slacker, I missed that window...by about and hour. I am so tired. Not sick and tired any more, just tired. I just want to lay down for a while, sleep through these years. This time I might just retreat to my pillow for the long run. You tell me. I think it might get lonely when I can hear them from the window.

I can not speak, this music is interrupting my thoughts.
I digress.
I apologize.
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    Van Morrison