July 16th, 2002

double door

I feel rather sad and peeved as of now for no reason. I think I am just being pissed for all the crap I have gone through with emotional flings this year, the ones I have not correctly grieved yet.

I am looking for a real relationship but not really. If the connection I search for, one that will be love, is not there in the beginning it will never be there. So, I am alone and I wait.

None that I speak of are truly available to feel love, so now I am just with myself.
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