June 10th, 2002

to say would be to lie

I think that I should tell you, all you boys who search for my identity. That when I speak of these numerous people in my journal, these boys, they are not mine. I do not long for them, no I do not belong to them. None of them touch my heart, the true heart of my soul. None of them have my body. So even though it may seem I am fine without you. You are important. All who may seek me. If you leave it is not as if I will have many to have me. No. I am a fawn, I always search for love. So do not leave thinking I will not be alone, because you could be my love.

picnic today at the bread-wanting boy's house with Jane and the Flower...she is so excited she may burst.