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2nd January 2002

6:32pm: shit to the boys
HEY VOID,

I THINK I WILL GO SEE CURBSIDE RESISTANCE TOMORROW IN SONOMA.

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUGOING EXCITED TO SEE VELVET TEEN... JAN 4TH OHHHHHHH YEAH.....
I WILL ONCE AGAIN DANCE LIKE A CRAZY WOMAN WITH LOGAN'S SIS. OHHHHHHH YEAH.

I JUST SPENT AROUND OVER 3 HOURS CLEANING MY ROOM. IT WAS A WASTE LAND FULL OF DIRTY CLOTHES AND NUMEROUS ITEMS THAT ARE DEFINATELY NOT ROOM ORIENTED. HMMMMMM.

HEY LU, WHEN ARE WE GETTING BREAKFAST? I AM STILL HUNGRY! HEHEHHE.

COLLIN,

SORRY I HAVEN'T CALLED YOU. I HAVE BEEN OVER WHELMED WITH BOTH SCHOOL WORK AND CLEANING. WE SHOULD DO SOMETHING SOON. A MOVIE OR UMMMMM BREAKFAST. (SEE ABOVE).
KAILA-




I WENT TO THE BEACH NEW YEARS DAY WITH MY MOM AND A FRIEND. I WROTE ON A PIECE OF PAPER THINGS I WANTED TO LET GO OF, EVERYONE ELSE BURNT THAT PAPER. I TOOK MINE ATOP OF THIS BEAUTIFUL WATERFALL, AND LET IT GO. INSTANTLY I FELT REFRESHED. I THINK THAT WAS ALL I NEEDED, JUST A WAY TO REALLY LET GO. THEN WE WROTE SOME WISHES WE HAD FOR THIS YEAR, AND WE PUT IT INTO A BOTTLE. THEN WE TOSSED IT OUT TO SEA. I SAW IT THERE FLOATING. THEN IT VANISHED, IT WAS SWEPT AWAY TO SEA BY THE WAVES. I FEEL HOPEFUL.

I SAW HIM. IT WAS SO EASY TO FORGET ABOUT HIM WHEN HE WAS GONE. SO LONG HE WAS GONE, AND I FELT GREAT. WHEN WE WERE DRIVING TO THE BEACH, I SAW HIM, AND I SUNK. I WAS INSTANTLY BACK INTO THAT STOOP. I WAS JUST DOWN. AND I WAS LISTENING TO THAT MARLEY SONG "I DONT WANNA WAIT IN VAIN FOR YOUR LOVE..." AND I CONNECTED WELL WITH THE LERICS. AFTER THE WATERFALL, I FELT ALRIGHT. I THINK IT WILL BE FINE. I HOPE IT WILL. HMMMMMM.....

LOVE,
KAILA
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