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29th November 2001

5:19pm: VEVET TEEN
AT THIS MOMENT I AM LISTENING TO THE VELVET TEEN...AND I MUST JUST SAY HOW JUDAH SINGS LIKE AN ANGEL AND JOSH ROCKS MY SOCKS...SOMETHING HIS SIS WOULD LIKE ME TO SPECIFY. YES INDEED. ALSO I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT MY SPECIAL LOVER MIGHT BE DISCOVERED THIS WEEKEND. DON'T YOU AGREE DEAR VOID. I MIGHT DO THIS THING WHERE I END UP GRADUATING FROM UC BERKLEY AT THE AGE OF 19 HMMM I STILL HAVEN'T DECIDED YET. IT WOULD BE WEIRD TO BE A SENIOR IN COLLEGE AT A HUGE UNIVERSITY AND ONLY BE 19 WHEN MY CLASS MATES ARE 22 AND OLDER. YES BUT I COULD CONVERSE WITH THE WONDERFUL SMART-PANTS BOYS THAT I TEND TO LOVE SO DEARLY. MOSES WROTE ME TODAY AND HE IS SUCH A SILLY GOOSE...JUST AS A LIL BOY.OH AN I MUST JUST SAY THAT MY BUCK..(THE OBJECT OF MY FAWNING) WAS EASY TO GET OVER...WHICH I RECENTLY DID. UNTIL HE CUTE HIS SHABBY LOCKS INTO THIS GEEKY AND WONDERFUL BOYISH CUT THAT TURNS HIM INTO AN INNOCENT MAN-BOY FOR ME AND HE IS OFTEN IRRESISTABLE. HAHAHAH NO I AM OVER HIM SEEING AS I HAVE A LONGING FOR THE LOVELY GANGTA LOVER OF MINE THAT IS WANTED BY ALL WHO SEE HIM. ARTSY YET BOYISH AND CULTURED TO BOOT. I NEED TO RESEARCH THIS FREE TIBET THING BUT I AM JUST TOO TIRED TO MAKE THAT SORT OF CULTURAL AND INTELLECTUAL STIMULATING EFFORT. MY IDEAS HAVE BEEN SO AWESOMELY STOLEN THIS WEEK. GOOSES AND MICE. I THINK THIS OUTLET OF YOUNG ADULT HOOD TROUBLES THAT REALLY MEAN NOTHING WORKS WELL FOR ME. TYPING IS EASIER THEN THE OLDIE WRITING. WANT TO HEAR A POEM THAT MY FRIEND ONCE WROTE IN LATE NIGHT SILLINESS TO ME? WELL VOID HERE IT IS: I SING YOUR PRAISES ALL THROUGH OUR FRIENDSHIP PHASES,BE THERE FOR ME AND I LL BE THERE FOR YOU BUT GOTTA MAKE SOME TIME FOR THE BOYS TOO. HOW SILLY AND LOVELY SEEING AS SHE IS A SUPERB WRITER. SOME OF HER BEST WORK I BELIEVE. HAHHAHAHHA YEAH WELL WHAT A LOVELY WASTE OF MY NEEDED TIME. MY MOTHER UNIT MADE THIS WONDERFUL PUMPKIN,BREAD PUDDING.. IT'S NOT PUDDING IT JUST TASTES LOVELY LIKE FRENCH TOAST IN A WAY. I ALMOST ENGULFED THE BOWL WHILE I LEANED OVER IT AND CONSUMED IT. I COULD HAVE DEVOURED IT ALL. BUT I REFRAMED FROM THIS FOR I CAN NOT KILL MY BODY WITH ALL THAT SUGERY LOVELINESS. CAN I? I WAS THINKING THAT I MIGHT MAKE A NEW CLUB THAT WOULD BE CALLED THE MLA(MULLET LOVERS ANONYMUS) SILLY YES. I WAS FLIPPING GAYLY THROUGH THIS CATOLOGE AND I SAW A SHIRT THAT SAID MULLET ON IT. I AM PONDERING PURCHASING THIS SHIRT AND THEN CREATING LACE CAP SLEEVES... IT WOULD BE SUCH A WONDERFUL CONCOCTION. HEHEH WELL I MUST LEAVE THIS AND GET PRIORITIZED NOW, THE FAWN
Current Mood: working
8:55pm: sexual relations
sexual relations are funny things. most people sense that a hottie like me must have been with a man. at least lip locked. but i have not. i dont feel sad about it and i am not rushing off to kiss anyone. but i am not saving it for my husband or anything like that. it just has not come up. i seem to have man problems. i never tell a person if i like them. like with stuey(or raul). i wouldnt even tell joel who it was that i liked, and he is completely trustworthy. i feel, i think, that if they find out they wont be interested. or if everyone knows he will feel pressured and avoid anything. sometimes i want someone but sometimes i am too tired to care at all. i think it is a waste right now i know that i would be a cool girlfriend. since i havent really been in a relationship, i dont need a boyfriend to call me all the time and i dont know anything about needs. so unlike other girls i wouldnt be so demanding, cause i have no idea what to demand. funny stuff. yeah. well maybe at the resilience show i ll just go up and kiss someone maybe even stuey. the only reason i wasnt into that shitaki is cause i had a feeling he is/was with HER in some way. and i didnt want to be some crazy chic who ruined their love. yeah i know. yah. bye void
Current Mood: sleepy
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