urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn divorced divorced 2005-03-28T03:44:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:313987 2005-03-28T03:44:48Z 2005-03-28T03:44:48Z NEW JOURNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />ADD IT ADD IT ADD IT ADD IT NOW!!!!!!<br /><br />"motheringhips"<br />"motheringhips"<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=motheringhips">http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=motheringhips</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:309271 2005-03-16T09:01:20Z 2005-03-16T09:01:20Z <b> FRIENDS ONLY </b><br /><br />comment to be added. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:308316 2005-03-15T20:41:20Z 2005-03-15T20:45:13Z this is the series I made with the only man I have ever loved in mind:<br /><br />the first of the series is called "granddaughter", but was lost and re-made as "i heard your granddaughter was alive":<br /><br />A.<br />cocteau twins- persephone<br />air- playground love<br />the pixies- hey!<br />le tigre- writing on walls<br />aphex twin- window licker<br />the yyys- maps<br />the rolling stones- emotional rescue<br />the cure- lovecats<br />kazumi nikaidoh- next week<br />young marble giants- eating noddemix<br />marine girls- second sight<br />the hollies- the air that I breathe<br />cat power- speak for me<br /><br />B.<br />heavy vegetable- e/or<br />his name is alive- the bees<br />architecture in helsinki- scissor paper rock<br />the ladybug transistor- oriental boulevard/six times<br />the shangrilas- give him a great big kiss<br />the walkmen- wake up<br />the velvet underground- I found a reason<br />clinic- distortions<br />elliott smith- pitseleh<br />joy division- disorder<br />kate bush- army dreamer<br />mum- we have a map of the piano<br />grandaddy- hewlett's daughter<br /><br />the second of the series was called "first year italian" and was stolen by the boy:<br /><br />A.<br />leonard cohen- suzanne<br />devendra banhart- the body breaks<br />modest mouse- tundra/desert<br />my morning jacket- come closer<br />cocorosie- by your side<br />do make say think- soul & onward<br />heart- magic man<br />vincent gallo- when<br />os mutantes- fuga #2<br />mirah- words cannot describe<br />the cardigans- lovefool<br /><br />B.<br />gang of four- damaged goods<br />the cure- charlotte sometimes<br />explosions in the sky- glittering blackness<br />elliott smith- ballad of a big nothing<br />mirah- make it hot<br />iron & wine- lion's mane<br />radiohead- talk show host<br />architecture in helsinki- where you've been hiding<br />the velvet underground- candy says<br />mazzy star- fade into you<br />new buffalo- 16 beats<br />cat power- say<br /><br />the third of the series was made here in Eugene and is called "you make my lips blush":<br /><br />A.<br />bob dylan- boots of spanish leather<br />little wings- sing wide<br />magnetic fields- all my little words<br />mirah- person person<br />beach boys- god only knows<br />john lennon- mother<br />menomena- cough coughing<br />broken social scene- anthems for a 17 yr. old girl<br />rilo kiley- does he love you?<br />the go! team- huddle formation<br />duran duran- save a prayer<br />jon brion- phone call<br />mirah- gone sugaring<br /><br />B.<br />little wings- boom!<br />lou reed- perfect day<br />beck- everybody's gotta learn sometime<br />felix da housecat- ready 2 wear<br />postal service- natural anthem<br />architecture in helsinki- one heavy february<br />interpol- narc<br />the microphones- I am bored<br />brian reitzell & roger manning jr.- on the subway<br />todd rundgren- hello it's me<br />cat power- no sense<br />fleetwood mac- dreams<br /><br />the fourth and last of the series is called "because" and some of the tracks I still don't know who they are and wont until Landon tells me:<br /><br />A.<br />unknown track<br />kings of convenience- i'd rather dance with you<br />unknown track<br />unknown track<br />kazumi nikaidoh- pulsation<br />LCD soundsystem- tribulations<br />manhead feat. christian kreuz- BSWD<br />mirah- sun<br />magnetic fields- i don't want to get over you<br />the arcade fire- haiti<br />grandaddy- miner at the dial-a-view<br />mirah- we're both so sorry<br /><br />B.<br />neil young- one of these days<br />the arcade fire- neighborhood #3 (power out)<br />metric- dead disco<br />mum- i can't feel my hand anymore, it's alright, sleep tight<br />devo- gut feeling<br />mathieu boogaerts- ondule<br />little wings- look at what the light did now<br />jane birkin- elaeudania téïtéïa<br />vashti bunyan- rose hip november<br />devendra banhart- we all know<br />cat power- you may know him<br />cocorosie- terrible angels urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:298090 2005-02-03T21:11:14Z 2005-02-03T21:11:14Z I know you didn't mean it and you're sorry that I left<br />I'll go right on pretending I’ve got nothing to regret<br />Except all of the times we wasted giving only second best<br />You always seemed to lose the spark when I was only half undressed<br />I drove across a sea of ice to find my own command<br />The distance paid a lonesome price to see its motherland<br />Now if you would unbuckle sir, receive your reprimand<br />And hey I’m sorry 'bout so much baby but I know you'll understand<br />I'm sorry 'bout so much baby but I know you'll understand<br /><br />How can I ever apologize? I meant you no such harm<br />I never knew I could possess that fatal kind of charm<br />I just wanted to be good to you but I found I was disarmed<br />By a lifetime of disillusionment and the distraction of the stars<br />I abdicated now I’m just a prince without a land<br />My subjects all adore me but for this I have been banned<br />Now could I trade my guilt for a good flogging by your hand?<br />And hey I’m sorry 'bout so much baby but I know you'll understand<br />I'm sorry 'bout so much baby but I know you'll understand<br /><br />I can't understand why you refuse my one request<br />Just to press against my weaponry and then lay bare your chest<br />Challenges like these can be won or lost or laid to rest<br />Now we both agree to separate from the lonely castle steps<br />The kingdom is destabilized, the watchtower unmanned<br />The bedroom lies abandoned and the future is unplanned<br />But we've got the past to remind us of what's chivalrous and grand<br />And hey I’m sorry 'bout so much baby but I know you'll understand<br />I'm sorry 'bout so much baby but I know you'll understand urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:295323 2005-01-22T07:11:05Z 2005-01-22T07:11:05Z <a href="http://groups.myspace.com/beardsloversofthenorth">http://groups.myspace.com/beardsloversofthenorth</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:290728 2004-12-07T23:48:12Z 2004-12-07T23:48:12Z <img src="http://louvre.tribe.net/tribe/upload/photo/af0/314/af0314b3-9d74-4587-9d68-4fdd1f9ed317" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:288546 2004-12-05T04:29:48Z 2004-12-05T04:29:48Z <img src="http://i.myspace.com/03/08/108030/296248_l.GIF" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:283579 2004-11-17T05:31:45Z 2004-11-17T05:31:45Z i wake up and i'm fine <br />with my dreaming still on my mind <br />but it don't take long you see <br />for the demons to come and visit me <br />and i've got my problems <br />sometimes love don't solve them <br />but i end each day <br />in a song <br /><br />it's a hard life <br />for a man with no wife <br />baby it's a hard life <br />god makes you live <br />but without it <br />baby don't doubt it <br />you don't even have <br />your tears to give <br /><br />i know i'm a hard man <br />to live with sometimes <br />maybe it ain't in me to make you a happy wife of mine <br />and maybe you'll kill me <br />honey i don't blame you <br />if i was in your place <br />maybe that's what i would do <br /><br />but i ain't breathing <br />let me breathe <br />let me go <br />let me leave <br />i don't know but i like blues urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:274847 2004-11-03T00:20:21Z 2004-11-03T00:20:21Z so like this journal is totally like friends only, so like if you want to like read all the like awesome things I do you can totally like add me and maybe, like if you are lucky, I will like add you back. cool? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:272428 2004-10-28T16:22:51Z 2004-10-28T16:22:51Z <img src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/37/01/121073/7181845051624l.jpg" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:269171 2004-10-22T06:07:17Z 2004-10-22T06:07:17Z i am soo durnk drunk crunk monksdf askldjflasdjflasdjflasd fewejrlasjfl i jlasdjflds totally made o;ut iwthdjsdlfjsldjfsld fsdlhhaahh dflkasdjflasjfl i am so silly i jsut wanted to help a kid out help them do it right but sdljfsdljfl i am so drunk i love watson's daddy and even drunk i kow not to dsy his name but i called him tonight and left him a drunk mesage ascross the country and love and love and lvoe and i can not wait to have him badck with me and back in my arm and nesfds<br />fs<br />dfbed bed bed bed bed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:266721 2004-10-18T21:15:01Z 2004-10-18T21:15:01Z THE BROKEN SOCIAL SCENE fit me fit me I fit you you fit me we fit hot damn we do!<br /><br />Rob and Christian<br />Clayton<br />are amazing artists.<br />woot.<br /><br /><br /><img src="http://www.claytonbrothers.com/zo_spreads_12.jpg" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:266378 2004-10-18T20:59:41Z 2004-10-18T20:59:41Z drop that phone. sleep on the floor. dream about me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:265612 2004-10-14T06:06:25Z 2004-10-14T06:06:25Z Get a real job<br />Keep the wind to your back and the sun on your face<br />All the immediate unknowns<br />Are better than knowing this tired and lonely fate <br />Does he love you?<br />Does he love you?<br />Will he hold your tiny face in his hands? <br /><br />I guess it's spring, I didn't know<br />It's always seventy-five with no melting snow<br />A married man, he visits me<br />I receive his letters in the mail twice a week <br /><br />And I think he loves me<br />And when he leaves her<br />He's coming out to California <br /><br />I guess it all worked out<br />There's a ring on your finger and the baby's due out<br />You share a place by the park<br />And run a shop for antiques downtown <br /><br />And he loves you<br />Yeah he loves you<br />And the two of you will soon become three<br />And he loves you<br />Even though you<br />Used to say you were flawed if you weren't free <br /><br />Let's not forget ourselves good friend<br />You and I were almost dead<br />And you're better off for leaving<br />Yeah you're better off for leaving <br /><br />Late at night<br />I get the phone<br />You're at the shop sobbing all alone<br />Your confession it's coming out<br />You only married him<br />You felt your time was running out <br /><br />But now you love him<br />And your baby<br />At last you are complete<br />But he's distant and you found him<br />On the phone pleading saying "Baby I love you<br />And I'll leave her and I'm coming out to California" <br /><br />Let's not forget ourselves good friend<br />I am flawed if I'm not free<br />And your husband will never leave you<br />He will never leave you for me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:264618 2004-10-10T21:02:02Z 2004-10-10T21:02:02Z geez I love The Cars.<br />geez I love him too. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:261838 2004-10-06T16:48:09Z 2004-10-06T16:48:09Z it has started to rain and now it wont stop urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:260078 2004-10-03T18:44:43Z 2004-10-03T18:44:43Z Aphex Twin, Window Licker I had a crazy dream last night, but you were not in it. Thank GOD. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:259819 2004-10-02T19:55:32Z 2004-10-02T19:55:32Z And we played heads-up-seven-up<br />And now I know that I am in love.<br />And we played heads-up-seven-up<br />You touched my heart when you touched my thumb.<br /><br />And we played heads-up-seven-up<br />And I thought that we were in love.<br />And we played heads-up-seven-up<br />You broke my heart when you touched her thumb.<br /><br />And we played heads-up-seven-up<br />How could I have been so dumb?<br />And we played heads-up-seven-up<br />You broke my heart now I'll break your thumbs! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:248880 2004-06-30T23:16:42Z 2004-06-30T23:16:42Z <a href="http://www.ufanz.com/teams/tracking.asp?ti=619&amp;mi=71907"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:233298 2004-03-17T17:12:02Z 2004-03-17T17:12:02Z yyys Cold light<br />hot night<br />be my heater be my lover<br />and we could do it to each other<br />cold light<br />hot night<br />be my heater be my lover<br />and we could do it to each other<br />go go go<br />Ride daddy ride<br />ride out the tide<br />I'd rather die<br />than say goodbye<br />and watch you go<br />go go go<br />cold light<br />hot night<br />be my heater be my lover<br />and we could do it to each other<br />yeah we could do it to each other<br />well like a sister and a brother<br />go go go urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:225126 2004-02-05T17:17:13Z 2004-02-05T17:17:13Z I'm so excited.<br />I'm so inexperienced.<br />I hope that I do not get let down. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:212609 2003-11-14T17:37:37Z 2003-11-14T17:37:37Z <img src="http://images.snapfish.com/338%3B%3A5%3B523232%7Ffp46%3Dot%3E2329%3D754%3D6%3B3%3DXROQDF%3E232346%3A%3A5%3A392ot1lsi" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:211017 2003-11-12T03:05:06Z 2003-11-12T03:05:06Z erm I created a new journal.<br />I think it will be used to play with different layout options, if I ever get around to those requests from years ago.<br /><br />or<br /><br />I will make it some kind of a photo journal (inspired by 400blows)...that wont start until probably December or January.<br /><br />add me to your friends list!<br />username: smileforkaila urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:210030 2003-11-07T18:03:16Z 2003-11-07T18:03:16Z again...<br /><br /><b>MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW! NOVEMBER 8TH!!! YEAH!</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thefawn:200115 2003-09-14T05:56:39Z 2003-09-14T05:56:39Z if you go away <b> I &hearts; Henry Thomas. I &hearts; Henry Thomas. I &hearts; Henry Thomas. </b><br /><br /><br />I just watched "I'm with Lucy"...you would think that it would be no good, but it was splendid. I loved it. I fell in love and I cried and it was magic. Thus the &hearts; above. Really...I cried. I always cry in movies but this one just hurt. All I want is to fall in love and for that person to love me back...oh movies, oh joy. I think I should become an actress so I can relive these moments on the set...never having to worry about "real" love. Again, I make no sense. Bah!<br /><br /><br />I also watched "Pumpkin". I did not like it. It pissed me off. It should die.<br />I finally got to watch my dear and wonderful "Teen Witch". Best movie ever (except maybe The Goonies, Princess Bride, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, and Legend...all of which are favorites of mine). RENT IT. Oh RENT THEM ALL. AND FALL IN LOVE WITH A SCARF ON!!! That is an order.<br /><br />I got a job. At Baskin Robins. I worry because I never told him that I worked there years ago, when I was just a babe, and was fired. I hope he does not realize or does not care if he does realize.